OMFG THIS IS NOT OKAY THIS IS NOT OKAY AT ALL KJDFGHKDJFGHDJKFKLDFGD THEY ARE SINGING MAROON 5, EXO IS /CRIES/ WHYYYYYYYYYYY KJDFGHDKFJGHDFGJKLD AND THE BAEKLAY DUO GOING ON IN THE BG /CRIES/ YOU DUMB CUTE LITTLE SHITS AND IT’S SUNDAY MORNING!? AND THEY WENT BA DUM DUM DURING THE INSTRUMENTAL AND THAT’S HOW IS ING IT TOO IT’S ALL JSUT TOO LOVELY LKGJHKLGJHKLJH
it hurts but it may be the only way;
#'well that's silly' kyungsoo thinks #of course nothing lasts forever #kyungsoo tells himself this when he wakes up in the morning and jongin is not there beside him #tells himself this when he brushes his teeth #and there is an empty space where jongin’s crong toothbrush used to be #'nothing lasts forever' he says into the sink#into his fourth fifth sixth drink of the night #into the bare sweaty shoulder of a guy whose name he can’t remember #into the bleak 35 degrees celsius of a seoul morning #kyungsoo blinks away tears he doesn’t remember crying and thinks of a time when forever had meant something to him #to /them/ #kyungsoo’d mumbled something about promises about eternities #and jongin had quirked an easy smile ‘don’t worry hyung #forever is nothing when you’re a god like me’ #kyungsoo had honestly believed there was a chance that they could get theirs #he watches jongin’s retreating back and wonders where jongin had drawn the line and decided that forever was unattainable #'nothing lasts forever' kyungsoo whispers in a pearl-white cloud of breath #and wonders if jongin had been toying with him all along
121231 mbc가요대제전 MAMA demo ver. Kyungsoo 28"cr. magnolia D.O.